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I have seriously got to start posting regularly cause this happens all the time: I'll start a diary or something like that, I'll get really into it and want to write in it a lot and then I just completely forget about it until ages later. Or I procrastinate  although that's usually with homework.

Not that anyone actually reads my blog but just saying, I will start actually writing about not pointless stuff soon like reviews etc.

Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

So stressed right now.

I literally just wanna crawl under my bed and hibernate right now because I have a serious problem with taking on more than I can handle and now I'm behind on coursework at school and constantly worrying about planning CU next week and organizing TEAM for New Wine in the summer and just urghhhhh! I don't know if blogs are a place to rant or anything since I've never written or read one before but I'm really just treating it like a diary.

Right now, school work is literally right at the bottom of my list when it should really be at the top, I genuinely think I have a procrastinating problem, I just think of ideas all the time but they are such big and time-consuming ideas like this whole charity thing I'm attempting to do. Because I'm on a time limit for it, I'm always panicking about not getting something about it finished or forgetting something and it's horrible! I want to do it so badly though because I want to do something good with my time rather than just work which seems pointless, even though I know it isn't.

Even while I'm writing this blog entry I know that I should actually be doing work but I just want to relax and even this isn't helping because there is literally always something bad on my mind and if I do get that rare 10 seconds to be happy, someone or something just comes along and ruins it! I barely have time to even go out and see my friends anymore.

Starting a blog considering all of this probably wasn't the best thing I could've done but oh well...

Welcome to Blogger!

Right, well, I don't really know what to say as I've never written a blog before and I'm crappy at writing them in English at school as well.

I really should be in bed, asleep, but I'm procrastinating as always. Alright, I'm calling it: I blame this horrific blog post on Evie Lewis because she's the one who got me started on here. BOO YOU WHORE!

Literally, I have no idea what to write about on here so if anybody is reading, which I seriously doubt, I apoligize for my current and up-coming terrible blog posts.

LOVE YOU, BYE, NUN-NIGHT X X X X X